Somehow I ended up talking about Danny a few days ago, a friend I had at a martial arts cub at around 19-22 years old. He was about 25, had a long history in Karate, showed up at my club, and we ended up friends, or at least I thought so.
He was a player, faking resumes and taking jobs he wasn’t ready for, and trying to learn how to do them on the fly, or so his story went. When I knew him, he he moved quickly from entry level tech to advanced positions, leapfrogging everyone, according to what he related.
At the time, I thought it strange, and wondered why he wasn’t higher in life by then, since if he had started advancing at 19 or twenty like he was advancing when I met him, he should have been like a CEO at 25, but I assumed he only figured out how to fake things and lie so prodigiously just before I met him.
I tutored him through a bio course he had to take when he went for some kind of associates degree in computer science, and I have since thought more about it these past few days and seen a few oddities about the story which are worth sharing, since it may point to something people here may see in their own paths, and help them better see the world around them. A lot of these Cabal techniques we see seem standardized, so you, or your kids, may see something nearly identical.
I put a lot of time into helping Danny. He got better grades in the stuff I helped him with than I did, or so I thought. There were a few times my own coursework was set aside, or there were tests I didn’t study for, or assignments I just scraped together in minutes and took a hit on, so I would make sure he was fully taken care of. I was happy to do it at the time, even felt lucky to be there to do it, because the club was like family.
Looking back a few days ago I was vaguely irked, since I was putting all that effort in, and now I am pretty sure he was reporting back to, and taking orders from, people who I assume were assigned to make sure if I started a killer dot-com, or had some great opportunity it would fail – and if he got the order he would have made that happen.
But whatever. He was one of these surveillance types, who are likable, and seemingly fit all your criteria for being great people, but they are government-supplied friends, they are there to appear that way. It is really their job, and they probably even get some kind of training on being amiable and pulling your strings. But whoever controls them didn’t put them there like a personal concierge, to turn you into Elon Musk – unless you are willing to sacrifice or molest children.
Anyway what was interesting was the experience was filled with those little moments when somebody says something to you, and you think, “That makes no sense,” but you assume they have no reason to lie, so you just set that feeling aside, no matter how big, and go along with it. I’m going to relate exactly how I was tooled in this post, in the hopes those reading this understand, especially the young with a lifetime of opportunity ahead of them, will probably see the material again, firsthand.
In a molecular biology degree, you have biology, organic chemistry, and biochemistry. There are others, but we will look at those. The worst course is Organic Chemistry. Biology is very basic. Biochemistry is not simple, but it can kind of be seen like a school play, with characters who show up when needed, and transfer messages between each other, or make stuff at a day job in a factory, handing it off to one another. You can conceptualize it in human terms. There is cause, there is effect, and there is a reason you can see behind what happens.
Organic chemistry is much worse. It is like endless cartoons of geometric stick figures of molecules which all look the same with just one of twenty or thirty sticks moved slightly, and you have to remember the order in which all the stick figures show up, when certain words are said. You can barely tell the difference between the stick figures, it is a ton of memorization, there is no discernable reason why the stick needs to be here one minute and there the next (in the greater picture of the functioning of the cell), and in the end you know, nobody ever uses any of it, even in passing. And there are even more complex aspects to the subject. It is a headache.
You need organic to take biochem, and you need biology before they let you take organic, and each takes a year to do, since each is a ton of information. The first test in my biochem course was curved around an average score of 13, and that is not a typo. The first test just was so much data to take in, nobody got more than 30% of the questions right since many studied stuff which was not on the test, and missed what was. The professor said it was like that every year.
So for a molecular biology major or a biochem major, the first year they have to take biology, then they are allowed to take Orgo, and then they are able to sign up for biochem. All the classes are curved since nobody can just taken in the material and be expected to now it all. All come with an associated lab course, taken separately, where you are supposed to see the way the theory is applied, and see things first-hand the way the people who developed the knowledge did.
So we are at the club one night training, when Danny asks me, “What do you study at college again?” So I tell him, and he says, “Is there any way you could help me? I signed up for an associates degree in computer science, but the university requires I take these biological sciences courses as a requirement to graduate, but instead of taking the bunch of courses separately, they offered one course for us which will satisfy all the requirements. It is a one year course which combines biology, organic chemistry, and biochemistry.” It just so happened I was in the midst of taking the last one, and thus would be ahead of him, and would know it all. What a coincidence. I thought it was just good luck.
However, ignoring how lucky it was, instantly that big red light with the siren in the back of my head goes off, and the voice associated with it is saying “There Is No Fucking Way This Is Possible.” I am a smart guy, and I can barely gain the requisite understanding of each of these subjects to a high level of competence in a year a piece, and I am full time, majoring in this subject.
He is an associates degree, in computer science (which means he will never use any of it), and he is doing all three in a combined course, in one year? And moreover, why is this massive, useless, highly specialized amount of work being added to his coursework, which is presumably for people trying to get a degree and working knowledge of an occupational specialty as efficiently as possible, while they have full time jobs?
I looked incredulous, but immediately defaulted in my mind to whoever at his school set this up was a moron. I then asked him if I heard it correctly. He responded with an explanation that as computer science majors, none of them would ever use it, so it was just the school offering it in a very basic overview, and they weren’t expected to master it. It was just so the school could say it had given them a well-rounded education. He just needed a passing grade in a loose, overview course.
It did not sit well at the time, but he was my friend, I was loyal to him, we trained at the same club, we were like a family there, it would have been nuts for him to make something like that up. And moreover, why would he?
I squashed it, and on some level felt lucky to be there to help him, because I thought the poor bastard was surely going to need it with a course like that. You can see, I was ripe for the picking.
Over the school year, each time he was supposed to have a test, I would spend hours meeting up with him, going over the material with him, and then at the last moment, he would describe something getting screwed up, like the instructor had to go to a doctor’s appointment, and so at the last minute the prof would made it a take-home test. When the course ended, every test had surprisingly become a take-home test.
Each time, I would tell him to give it to me, I’d do it, he would hand it in, and he would come back and say it was a perfect score. And oddly enough the tests were always testing the subject pretty deeply. More so than I would think a computer science guy with no prior study in the subject would be able to process, in addition to his computer science degree. Of course I defaulted to thinking how all the other students in his class must be royally fucked, because they were all going to fail. There was just no way any of them would even get D’s.
He would even show me the tests, graded by the instructor, with a big 100 at the top, so I knew it all was real. He also told me about how the whole class was failing, and only he was acing it, which made me happy, as I felt like I had saved him from his school’s complete incompetence, making them take such a course. I was happy my friend was doing well. Though admittedly, I could have used a little spare time for my coursework. But I made it through.
Now it seems silly. I never saw any computer science majors going for a bachelors in computer science in any of my orgo or biochem classes. I would have thought it nuts if I had, as you really can’t take big courses outside your major’s requirements in STEM, and be competitive grade-wise for a resume, or an application to graduate school, when you move on. Moreover, he never had a lab with it. These courses were supposedly entirely book courses, with no purpose.
An associates degree in computer science had him doing Orgo? Obviously, now I assume there was never any such course. It would seem most likely it was some sort of time-waster operation to burn my excess resources, maybe with a side of getting an idea of whether or not I was absorbing my coursework, and how well I was getting to know the subject, by getting me to do these tests.
I put it here, just to warn our kind, because I see it on here in the comments – we like to help our friends. That is great, but know who your friends are.
Understand that they know that, and can exploit it as a vulnerability, to degrade your advancement. That, and you can never be told too many times, that little voice in the back of your head is there for a reason, and knows what he (or she) is talking about. When it says something doesn’t fit, there is something you don’t understand, and in this world, that can be significant. Don’t assume you know any parameter of the situation for sure. Never overrule the voice.
Finally, it is a competition between you and people who are trying to screw you behind your back. Even if you haven’t seen them, they are there in your shadows. Maybe closer than you think. I never knew this, and honestly ended up somewhat demotivated. If you need an enemy to drive you, understand, you probably have one and use that, because you are in a race, and they want you do lose. You should be pissed off by that.
Finally, understand you are a target, and how things work, and do not offer too much information to anyone, ever. Even people you know you can trust, because it is when you meet them, that your watchers will be deploying the listening devices. If you need to say it, write it down, and know even then, it could get compromised. Keep your plans as dark as night, and when you move, fall like a thunderbolt. You won’t stand a chance otherwise.
Unfortunately, if you are here, the world you see is likely a deception, designed to slow you down, and there are people who know how it works, with a huge network, and tons of resources, devoted just to thwarting you.
Our side doesn’t get it easy.
100%.
Your whole life, you will notice you’re supposed to be the superhuman atomic brain with an IQ approaching 200, yet all these people who can barely speak in complete sentences and lose their focus after 15 seconds on any subject … these people are all gliding through the finish line ahead of you seemingly effortlessly on all sides of you.
Later, you can quiz them briefly on the single most important concepts they needed to achieve such things and they have never heard any of it.
Was talking to a woman who had just earned a PhD in Psychology who had not heard of any of the primary works of Freud or Jung. That’s not uncommon. It’s a common phenomenon.
Am not a fan of Jordan Peterson but was stunned to discover he was familiar with the seminal works of psychology that basically every psychologist is supposed to read. It is hard to hold someone in contempt who is competent and has enthusiasm for his subject of study. It has gotten old over the years talking to psychologists and discovering in a moment they know less about psychology than most people you will ever meet. Everybody just nods and looks slightly bored, as if they are too bright to be much interested in much of anything. Over the years I have become convinced that’s a hollow act that people do nowadays.
You meet people in IT in the workplace now who just don’t seem like software developers. They just don’t seem like they really know anything. They remind you of Leonardo DeCaprio in CATCH ME IF YOU CAN. “Do you concur? Do you concur?” I think that movie was not just about that character. Nearly everybody in modern society is faking it all the time.
I finally mastered computation of site (artillery skill) on their sliderule in my third year in the Army. That’s when I figured out the majority of soldiers had been faking it the last 4 years. Once I knew how to get an accurate answer, I suddenly realized watching most of them were just moving the rule and guessing the result. Most didn’t even know how to read the gauges on the rule. It suddenly made sense the stories about rounds fired in defilade going off the range and blowing up nearby civilian cities. (Happens way more often than you have been told) By the time I got out, I was never as good as the other soldiers pretended to be at artillery. I was far better than they would ever be because I wasn’t faking it. Just like that, I was regarded as this zen monk of artillery fire who could hit anything like magic. It was only that I actually WAS getting my figure off the sliderule.
Competence in anything is rare to find these days, especially in so-called experts. I am still working at my advanced age doing SharePoint because they can’t find anyone to replace me. When I left my last position, almost 8 years ago, it took three people to replace all the work I was doing. Not that I am something special, but I do self-learn and try to do the best I can learning the “slide rule” equivalent of what I need to know. So many people fake it. After I left the previous job I would get regular emails from my replacements asking me to solve problems for them. I am not sure how this technological world can still keep running, as the people who are like you and me are getting scarcer by the day.
Competence in anything is rare to find these days, especially in so-called experts. I am still working at my advanced age doing SharePoint because they can’t find anyone to replace me. When I left my last position, almost 8 years ago, it took three people to replace all the work I was doing. Not that I am something special, but I do self-learn and try to do the best I can learning the “slide rule” equivalent of what I need to know. So many people fake it. After I left the previous job I would get regular emails from my replacements asking me to solve problems for them. I am not sure how this technological world can still keep running, as the people who are like you and me are getting scarcer by the day.
By the way, I don’t fly any more…
Amen!
I tell this story often. There is a shop near me where vets can sign a wall with their years and branch and MOS. The SOF guys are all big and huge and elaborate. The Navy officers are what you would expect. As are the grunts. But the artillery guys are like they were made with a ruler and graph paper. And incredibly detailed! Hahahah!
Which means the people teaching the other soldiers either faked it themselves or were happy to weaken America by letting the others fake it.
This is the point of TEAM exercises, TEAM building, TEAM projects, etc. You could fire 80% (at the minimum) of the team and get the same result.
Maybe the following meme is relevant here?
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YGB, it is strange how oft evil will shall evil mar. Richard Feynman’s advice for how to really learn a subject is to teach the subject and then suddenly you see all the holes in your understanding and the places where you just assume something without really grasping why. Even if you don’t have someone to teach, to imagine when studying the material that you will have to teach it to some imaginary friend. You probably developed a much deeper understanding of organic chemistry than if you hadn’t bothered to help Danny.
True.
I’ve never had that particular experience, but I remember one that was suspicious. In about 2003, my then-wife worked with a woman who needed computer help. We went over for dinner so I could look at the computer. Her husband was a stereotypical Italian from South Philly. He was impressed that I was a veteran and a conservative, and we seemed to hit it off. We started spending a lot of time with them. He encouraged me to get a Ham radio license.
He was legally blind. He was highly opinionated (Italian from South Philly) and used racial slurs freely.
Somehow during the time we were friends with them, it seemed like we were busy and exhausted all the time. We had no time for other friends or family and barely made it to church activities.
Eventually, my ex-wife got a cold and he was checking in on her in a way that we both found creepy. I tried to talk to him about it, and he flipped the fuck out on me (I can’t describe it without the explicative.) His flip out was waaaaaaaaaaaaaay out of proportion to what I said to him. It left me with PTSD and a fear of Italians for a while. I didn’t know what the Hell was going on or what I even did.
After they were out of our lives, we started wondering what we were actually doing. We’d go to their house and go out to dinner with them, but we couldn’t explain how we had no time or energy. It’s like we had missing time over the course of several months. And since then, I completely believe in the concept of psychic vampires. They just drained us of energy.
I’ve also since learned some Italians are like that. They’ll act like good friends for a while, but eventually you’ll cross a line you didn’t know existed and they lose their minds and are out of your life, and you’ll never understand what you did to anger them.
Your take on organic chemistry is why I was so impressed with Linus Pauling and his heart and vitamin C research. He was an organic chemist and the father of all we know about genetics and how that works, which is why he got two noble prizes by HIMSELF…unheard of!
So, if you want heart health, follow his protocol. I do and my last carotid ultrasound showed 0 (ZERO) occlusion. Unheard of for someone my age, which caused the technician to do it again because he didn’t believe the first try.
Your results may vary and I am not a doctor so do your own research. God Bless.
I’m EXTREMELY interested in this and your experience. I know what Pauling therapy is. I’m wondering exactly what doses you took? Did you buy his formula or make yourself? Did you have plaque buildup before this and did it disappear? How much time did it take to do so, if so, and at what dose? What “roughly” is your age. Not trying to dox but it is relevant.
I buy my therapy from Tower Laboratories. https://towerlaboratories.com/
They have different formulas depending on whether you take any other vitamins/etc. from the basic to the augmented. They also detail the Pauling research.
I never had any check on my plaque build up before I lost my vision in my right eye for 15 minutes and my doctor sent me for a carotid ultrasound. However, my people my age are 60-90% occluded. The technician began laughing and said he needed to do this again. He said he had never seen anyone like me, not even close. I found out I have occular migraines and that was the cause. When I went to a occular neurologist as part of my diagnosis, she told me my capillaries in the back of my eye were pristine and that is where atherosclerosis first shows up. I had been on the protocol for about 4 years before this event.
Initially I did the double dose for about 6 months which from a C perspective is 6 grams and then went to maintenance, 3 grams. These days I go through a TL cycle double dose for a month every 3-4 months. I rely on my gut for this – my internal sense of what to do. In between I take 4800 mg of Liposomal C from Nutriflair during the day with my supplement regimen and ~2 grams of Acerola in my nightly drink. I take the Acerola in response to a concern expressed by Dr. Eric Berg about straight ascorbic acid, which I disagree with, but considered why not. There is a lot of research on ascorbic acid and its remarkable affects especially intravenously. I have a book, Ascorbate: The Science of Vitamin C, in which the authors tried to find every study or therapeutic activity they could and it mostly addresses ascorbic acid and sodium ascorbate. https://www.amazon.com/Ascorbate-Science-Vitamin-Steve-Hickey/dp/1411607244/. I also take l-lysine separately when not taking the Tower labs but not religiously like the C.
You sound like you are concerned for you heart health. If so, there are two things I would make sure you add:
D3 – average about 10,000 IUs a day but take it in bulk every 3-4 days. It has been shown to work better that way.K2 MK7 – 100 mcg per 10,000 D3. It balances the D3 and prevents any calcium build up in the arteries and if you are concerned you may have that just average 200 mcg a day for the duration to help cleanse out any calcium build up. The other advantage of D3 is that 10,000 IU average a day will put your blood level average above 55 ng/ml in the standard vitamin d test and extensive research and checking every medical database available has shown that no one was ever admitted to the hospital for COVID (everyone admitted gets a blood test and D is measured) who had a blood level of 50 ng/ml or above…NOBODY!
One last thing. It appears the spike protein from the VAX is formulated not to be broken down by the standard mechanism the body uses to break down MRNA sequences (which the body uses for internal signaling constantly). That is why it is so persistent and exceptionally problematic (understatement). However, an old Japanese discovery, Nattokinase, from fermented soybeans or natto, does. It has been included in most of the antivax protocols. I take it every day – am not vaccinated but shedding is an issue and I work in an environment surrounded by the vaccinated.
Oh, one P.S. I go off everything for a couple of days every so often for a fast. Only water, fresh squeezed lemon juice, and apple cider vinegar. Which remind me, the water is Fuji water, which contains a unique silicon-base acid, which a group of Alzheimer researchers discovered removes all of the aluminum from the brain. I noticed a distinct positive difference in my mental acuity when I added Fuji water to my regimen.
I hope that helps. God bless.
Incidentally, the UK just banned serrapeptase. A family member takes it along with nattinokinase, for heart problems. The timing of the ban is interesting, for me it suggests serrapeptase might be useful against the clotshot.
You should know that Linus Pauling started his heart research at the request of a friend who had congestive heart failure and given 6 mo. to live. Linus found that at achievable blood concentrations with oral C consumption heart muscle in vitro converted to a stem cell state and began regrowing. Linus surmised this would help his friend, who went on his protocol and died 17 years later of an unrelated illness. I have a friend who had a stroke due to atrial fibrillation. He is very nutritionally alert and did not want to stay on the coumadin they gave him to control the fibrillation. At my instance he read all the Pauling research and went on the protocol and stopped his coumadin after only a month. At his one year cardiologist checkup, the physician was happy to see he could detect no atrial fibrillation and said the coumadin was working. He told the guy he hadn’t taken it in 11 months and related about using the Pauling protocol. The guy claimed he was dangerously following quackery to which he responded, “Is the atrial fibrillation gone or not?” Your results may vary. He took the double dose (morning-night, I should have mentioned the spilt before) of the Tower Labs mix (6 grams of Ascorbic acid a day).
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The site is probably going to be fucked for a bit. I dealt with the host yesterday, and they did a lot of shit which sped the site up, but it was still 404’ing periodically, and I had files deleted right off the server.
Give it a few days.
Recently I have noticed how omni-present the tactic of ppl just saying theoretically possible but completely preposterous things.
They just say these things. Again and again and again.
I mean, I always knew ppl would do this, but it seemed rare. John Lovitz had a character in SNL based on this tactic. It was laughable it was so uncommon.
But now? It is just a constant stream of not just BS, but complete obvious BS.
And these ppl shamelessly hold fast to it.
Idk, it seems like they are trained in it. How to construct theoretically possible justifications and then how to “maintain frame” in the face of everything.
The only recourse it seems is to completely trust one’s eyes and experience. And treat it as a “shit test” in which the point is to “maintain frame”.
God gave us our eyes and memories for a reason.
We can’t allow ourselves to get caught up in these purely abstract logical constructions (false).
Better to be wrong 1 x 5000 than wrong 4999 x 5000.
So much wasted energy.
Some recommendations on all of this:
Be wary of the following people:
Those who want to be your friend too much, for reasons you can’t explain. And avoid rationalizing with 1) “I must be so cool or interesting to this person. or 2) “I guess they are just kind of weird and need friends.”
Both of these explanations don’t take into account that the possibility could be malice beyond your imagination.
Be wary of people full of suggestions, recommendations, “you should” and so forth. People constantly recommending books, recommending investments, suggesting attitudes. Much of this could be very subtle. Be particularly mindful when certain attitudes are habitually reinforced.
Be wary of someone just “coming around” for no apparent. Just to be friendly, etc. And wanting to know what you’re up to.
Be wary of people who recommend junk food, reinforce unhealthy behaviors, attitudes, etc. Looking back on things, they went way out of their way to get me consuming sugar and caffeine in my teens.
The main thing I’d suggest is never assume it’s because you’re just so cool and interesting (succumbing to flattery) or just making up excuses that some people are weird, awkward, or kind of lonely. If something doesn’t feel right, assume malice. My family has been plagued by these people for decades and to this day other family members never, never assume that anyone coming into their life could be malicious. It just baffles me. So many times they turned around and made me the bad guy for “picking on” their great new friend.
Excellent advice.
One huge one, I have found, is anybody who makes a big deal about an average or moderately pretty girl being mind-blowingly hot. If somebody picks a girl who is like a 7 and makes her out to be a ten+ to you, acts like he would die to be on her arm, and then nobody ever goes near her, you just made two agents, that person and the girl. And if there are three or four around you playing that game, and none ever hit on the girl or make a move to get to know her, you have real problems.
You will see this online, on places like Free Republic, even on this site way back in one spot, though not of late, after I mentioned the technique. Supposed guys (who knows, they could have been females IRL), where somebody would mention a conservathot, and they would go off on how super-hot she was, to the degree I, as a guy would be embarrassed to look like such a puppy-dog.
On here, it was Chanel Rion, IIRC, who is not ugly, but derailing a conversation here over her appearance was unnatural, especially when she glows as brightly as she does. On Free Republic, there is a meme where somebody mentions a conservathot, and someone else sites “The Rules” which mandate people have to post publicity shots of them, and then I suspect all of Cabal’s online agents do, and everyone acts like the girl is super hot. They have even done that on the cable bimbo called Kat something or other with the glasses, who I would not even recognize on the street if I saw her. Chanel has gotten the treatment over there too, so she is somebody’s agent.
In their operations manual is some instruction that to get people to follow a conservative influencer, it needs to be a female, and you need everyone of your agents telling everyone how hot she is. Probably because so few people are thinkers, and are analyzing what people say. They probably get like 50 times the engagement that way.
For multiple generations they have tried to destroy the concept of what made a woman sexy to make it easier to brainwash men that any random agent chick was desirable.
Kind of like what they did to art to facilitate any random junk from their agents being used for money laundering and other purposes.
Wow. Never even occurred to me. But that fits. Perfectly
I’m really suspicious of people who have suggestions or recommendations for me, particularly when they are out of the blue. Just recently, a friend was telling me, “you should get a dog.”
It seems innocuous but it really grated on me. I previously would have thought nothing of it, probably would have thought it was a well-meaning bit of advice that I should consider. In the past, I couldn’t imagine ever suggesting or recommending anything to anyone just to harm them.
But I really felt like replying, “If I wanted a dog I’d have a dog. My circumstances aren’t right for it. And who are you to think I’ve not thought this through sufficiently by myself?”
Anyone trying to sell you on anything out of the blue deserves skepticism.
Katherine Austin Fitts is super hot, bro!!!
I wonder if this was part of the reason roosh and other mystery-style PUAs were taken down. They would relentlessly say WB/WNB and say exactly how hot a girl was. Anyone who simped over a 7 would be laughed out of the room.
Thanks for sharing, I’ve experienced similar. My main reason for commenting is to say that the new mobile theme of making it a little hard to read. The fonts aren’t quite bold enough.
I always read on mobile and have noticed no difference in mobile theme.
They target those willing to help others because they don’t want us helping eachother, let alone the sheeple.
I’m just…gobsmacked. I know this is true, in my bones. I’m thinking about the people that have been around me, that I’ve for whatever reason felt that I should help, and have …just wasted so much time and energy doing so.
I’ve been professionally tested and have an IQ of just under 150, although I’m just average at math, so consider myself flawed because I thought I could never make it in really hardcore field because I just didn’t have the math abilities. I’ve worked hard in my field, and always have tried to do my best, and YES, there are others who just rocket to the top and they’re just so bad at what they do, and don’t seem to know anything about our field.
But right now, I’m just sitting here casting my mind back over the people in my personal life who were such time sinks. Is anything even real?
There will be a lot for many of us, because this was the game, and the operation was so big. That, and these things we see growing up are not things they came up with on the fly. They have been doing this a very long time, and have a playbook with all of these techniques standardized. They have probably been honed over years, maybe centuries, to work most effectively on us. And we are so trusting, since we would never dream of doing this to someone we were loyal to, and who was loyal to us. I still can’t believe how far I would have gone to the mat for Danny without even a moment’s thought, and he was just there because of some orders from some kind of command.
This is what we get, probably because of what would happen if they were not playing that game, and we began to find each other and link up together. That ideal, made real, is probably the most powerful force humanity has.
The thing which really made Q seem legit was him saying, this thing is bigger than anyone would believe. It is. That they can have so many cars drive by me, follow me with so many people. I still periodically think if I wake up in a hospital bed and find I was in a coma these last ten years, and this was all a hypoxic hallucination, it would all make much more sense.
I don’t know how you end up with so many people who must be so cynical they don’t even think we should give a try to make the myth of America real. So many of us were ready to go – one country, our citizens all loyal to it and each other, respecting freedom, protecting citizens from any overreach of power. Privacy, Rights, laws. The good, the beautiful, and the true. It sounds to ideal. But it seems like these people are just not interested.
And then they probably launch 9/11, just to get even more surveillance powers. I don’t understand. But that is why it is so powerful for them, doing all this.
“But it seems like these people are just not interested.”
I think it’s beyond “not interested”; they seem to be actively destroying any chance of working towards making the myth real. So what if it’s a myth? – it’s a goal held in common. Strive for perfection, hope for excellence. Maybe achieve “very good”.
But their plan worked. Too late to return; too many non-Americans – a state of mind more than citizenship – in places of importance (including sheer numbers of the new-comer non-importants).
Strive for mediocre equality, … might as well lose hope.
What percentage of the population has its ancestry in this country going back to the Civil War … or even WWI? Our history and traditions appear to be bothersome to the “celebrate diversity” types; they have and want no connection to that America.
In years to come, the “America” we once knew will become a true myth … the new Atlantis. Shangri-La, Brigadoon – what have you. All we of sufficient age have is the memory of having lived through that America … and now watch it end as our generation begins to end. The younger generations have no idea and we have no way of passing that “feeling” on to them.
How did 1993 get to be 30 years ago? … Or 1973 be 50 years ago …
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By the way – in response to the first of this thread – my experience is that for the most part, high IQ gets in the way. I work in a physics/engineering field and looking back over my career, I’m amazed at the number of … less obviously able … people in management I’ve run across. Don’t make waves types. Petty bureaucrats in many cases. Rule #1: The boss is always right. Rule #2, if the boss is wrong, refer to Rule #1. I can think of numerous instances where this situation caused problems. “Technical competence” all too often gets in the way of management ego but management ego gets rewarded. (Short long story: progress interfered with schedule. Management forced schedule; product released “on-time” but flawed. Manager rewarded for meeting schedule, engineers not rewarded for failed product)
The problem seemed to get noticeably worse starting in the 1990s – that’s about when the lawyers and accountants took over many engineering firms. “Personnel” became “Human Resources”. The “peace dividend” as the USSR collapsed and out-sourcing became prevalent. Manage people instead of product.
See Pournelle’s “Iron Law of Bureaucracy”
The common folk who got sucked into the cabalist mindset are often just humble folk who don’t have the confidence to trust their own powers of reason.
The push against the good things America promised comes down from “above”.
We will drive them out and rebuild.
The world runs on midwits (105-115). The issue is that communication becomes significantly more difficult when there is an IQ difference of more than 1SD, and nearly impossible as you get to 2-3SD. A standard deviation is around 15 points, so if you have a genius (130) it’s nearly impossible to have a meaningful conversation with the average person (100.) It’s even worse for below average.
So if you have an engineer designing work (130) that is being carried out by average guys (100), while you can transmit facts, actually talking about it in any kind of depth is frustratingly difficult (for both sides.) The solution? You throw a 115 guy — the midwit — into the middle of the conversation. The engineer tells the midwit (<1SD) who tells the worker (<1SD) and everyone connects. Thus the manager was born. The problem is that midwits are at the magical point where they are unable to accurately assess their own intelligence, and think that they are as smart as the engineers.
| But it seems like these people are just not interested.
That nails it. That’s the attitude we’ve been fighting all these years.
Back when I was in High School, I was walking back from a friend’s house when I saw a guy in his 20s, a bit raggedy in dress, carrying a couple of duffle bags walking down the residential streets/alleys of my small town (pop. 18,000). Greeted him, said he was a traveller/hitch hiker, and was just trying to get to the downtown. He ‘jokingly’ asked if I’d help him carry one of his duffles to the local laundromat.
What did I say? “Of course, happy to help!” and he got a really surprised look on his face, as if he were thinking *I can’t believe that worked*… but he didn’t say no. We made small talk, as I carried one of his bags with him for the 30 minutes it took us to get there.
It was a really weird place to see a hitchiker, too. Not impossible – there was an offramp east of there, and the downtown was to the west… but he was the first and last hitch hiker I ever saw in that town.
The whole thing’s pretty hinky, now that I think of it. Asking a 16 year old for help – being in that location – and, when I said ‘yes’, no follow-up of “Oh, I was just kidding, I can’t impose on you like that!”
Makes you wonder what was in the duffle bags.
Was he a porn fairy?
something something if you carry a duffle bag for a downtown heading hitchhiker you are carrying a duffle bag for Jesus
There are plenty of narcissists, who have good taste who are looking to win someone over then get lazy, do not put in routine maintenance and suck the life out of the ‘won’ person. They will get busy on the ‘winning back’ when that person is almost or all the way out the door. So, they are not ALL surveillance just the usual parasites. Far too many of them.
Relevant, sage advice. Thank you for this. Bioinformatics would have been a better explanation albeit still oblique to require organic for such.
I’m still stuck on why an associate’s degree (two year) was being offered at a university (four-year/bachelor’s to six-year/master’s).
An associate’s is a two-year degree, and typically offered at a junior or community college, not a university.
And…if the guy was actually enrolled, and receiving federal financial aid there are academic progress standards that in many cases will not cover coursework unrelated to the degree. I mean….that’s the case now, and it was tightened up since say 2012 so its more recent.
But those courses make NO sense for either an Associate of Science or an Associate of Applied Science in Computer Science. These are Career and Technical Education degrees, intended to get students into the world of work.
Even with general education course requirements which most degrees have, these courses make no sense. Typically, the state sets the basic amount of science required. It’s usually a life science course, and a physical science course, and one lab. So say….7-9 credit hours depending on the state. What AC is talking about would be like a 5-6 credit hour course with no lab. It’s whacked in so many ways.
Yeah, I was totally hooked. There was probably also an element of the Mike Tyson effect with him too, in that everything was always being done in the craziest way possible so the image I got was of a guy who was dirt poor but was hustling up the ladder. He said he needed software to practice and use to familiarize himself with it, and it would have cost all this money, but he got access to the software somewhere on DVDs, and then bought a CD/DVD burner that apparently made exact copies, and he was saying he was getting like $40K in software for free, and then he would return the burner and get his money back on that. He asked me if I wanted copies too, but I was buried under coursework, and what would I have done with some kind of network software? Now I wonder if it was just to make me feel like he was putting in to the relationship, and if I had said yes it would have screwed everything up for him. I never thought to ask about how he would work with the product keys. But I was not huge on computers back then either.
His work story was he had just started some kind of electrical engineering job which he got by doing detailed research on companies in the field which had gone out of business, and positions with them he could claim he had filled, so he had this incredibly impressive resume, but nobody could ever check it out because all of the companies had shut down. It sounded clever, which was what occupied my amygdala when I heard it. But I asked how he did the work, and he said he had books, and would study what he needed to do the next morning during the night before, go in to work and try to do it, and then spend lunch in his car with more books, trying to figure out what he was doing that afternoon. It sounded weird, and stressful, but I was 19, and what do I know about electronics?
With the degree, I figured he had found some weird program a school had just started as a sort of test case to see if they could expand their “business,” which let him get the degree with some kind of concentrated courses on the side for as little money as possible. With a professor who was always flaking on class and announcing take home exams, and a biological sciences course which they gave to computer majors which was so advanced and massive everybody failed, and then him getting me to help him get an A regardless, it sounded like the kind of thing he would have found.
The funny thing is a few days ago I was still thinking it was all legit just because that was how it settled in my mind back then. I mean why would he lie, and have me spend all that time if there was no course? Where would the tests he showed me come from? It would have been madness for him to be doing that. Whatever I didn’t understand must just have been some small detail.
Regarding the “Scam World!” philosophy: that’s a narrative I ran into many times over the years. Variants of the above, but it’s all so damned familiar to me.
My critique is summed up with Breaking Bad. You want to get into an illegal trade? You’d best have one hell of an angle, or what you’re attempting is no different than trying to break into the fast food market. In fact, replace Walter White with a farmer who used to work for Big Ag, but has a genius idea about raising cows in a way that makes better meat for less money. THAT guy might be able to break into fast food – but neither you nor I will have the chance.
Point is, that all of this is a business. I’m somewhat familiar with the grey market, and have connections in the black market, and the idea that this ‘genius’ has access to some sort of Super-Duper Secret Squirrel Clever Guy tech to save $40,000 – man, that stuff’s only worth $40,000 if you think that your ecopy of Harry Potter and the Suppository of Glee is worth the same amount as the cover price.
The guy was doing script kiddy level stuff, while trying to pass himself off as a hacker. In reality, anybody who could make money doing the DVD thing could make more money building Gaming PCs than selling pirated software Same as the business scam – research analyst is a real skill that’s marketable, trying to fake being an engineer is just going to make you look like a fool.
The guy was LARPing, and yet also asking you to invest in a fake University course based upon the LARP. And it’s the sort of LARP that would be extremely attracted to Cabal’s Secret Squirrel Club.
AC- this dude literally told you he was a theif (the dvds) and a liar/fraud (the resumes). It think there is a good study course in here about how these assholes reveal themselves even when they are trying not to.
Yeah.
In my high school, almost everyone was a coward, or at least I thought so. I had a friend jumped, and everyone who was with him, even though they were “jocks,” and outnumbered the kids attacking him, they fled, and when I confronted them, they were unrepentant, like that was what you did. I wonder now if it was an elaborate psyop to try and see if I could be subtly taught, cowardice and disloyalty was normal.
As a result, I kind of absorbed that only people who were unafraid of being physically hurt were “my kind.” It probably why when I first saw Danny, and thought he tore his nose open, and was still going to go on and fight, it registered deeper than as being just an injury. It felt like, here is a guy who isn’t afraid to get hurt, he is probably my kind of guy. Go figure.
But once I made that jump, once I committed loyalty to what I thought was one of my own, who I assumed would be loyal to me, I was not going to be judgmental over him trying to scramble and break rules in a world where I felt like the majority were cowards not really worthy of any respect, and he was broke and without other options to get out of his rut.
Like I have said, when I was younger, there was no God, and loyalty to those who seemed loyal and my kind was all that really drove me. It was a really dangerous time for my soul which I only escaped serious damage from with God’s grace.
Bon Jour AC,
There have been no comments posted since June 10th.
Hope you get this!
Gratefully,
Lady Vigilant
Now I am getting paranoid.
I think there have been comments posted since then.
@LadyVigilant, please try reloading the “Recent Comments” page, which is where I believe you are finding this bug. Once you reload it (might take more than one reload), you’ll see the most recent comments.
Might want to mention the malfunctioning of the Recent Comments page for people who don’t log in at the top of the next blog entry.
Good point.
Shortly after posting this comment I was able to get the comments. For several days there were no comments past June 10th and I thought at first you were too busy to approve the comments but by the 15th I feared something nefarious was being done to your site. So grateful to be able to read these comments again!
Something has been going on at the host, which appears to affect every site they host. May be fixed now.
Tried posting this previously but reposting: @LadyVigilant, next time this happens, try reloading the “Recent Comments” page, which is where I believe you are finding this bug. Once you reload it (might take more than one reload), you’ll see the most recent comments.
You must be looking at the Recent Comments page without logging in.
It is malfunctioning like that.
I appreciate your eagerness to help those coming up in this world today to avoid the same traps and pitfalls presented to you in your youth. Let’s hope this info gets into the right hands and saves a lifetime of frustration and anguish for at least one young pup still as clueless and you and I both were.
I hope so too. It is the problem – all of Cabal has the reality laid out to them from when they are kids, like an owners manual of life. But our side, we get dropped here, our parents are in a Cabal trance, we could never imagine doing any of this to people, and nobody warns us.
I have two associate degrees in “Computer Science”. More on the infrastructure side of the house than “coding”. The only “science” class I can remember being on the list was a general science class. I bought a CLEP book, memorized it, and passed out of the class with a test.
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The tests were obviously for you. Either to waste time or get information on your progress so far.
It hit me a couple of days ago, and I am just gobsmacked.
How long do you think this has been going on?
Here I thought all those approaches was because I was so handsome. heh. Lucky I’m antisocial. Somebody was always trying to talk me into something.
I think it safe to say the network existed for John Kennedy Toole’s days, so it was there in the mid to late 60’s, though we can only guess as to how big it was.
The confusing one is James Tilley Matthews. He clearly describes it in London, operational, in 1797. The foil is, he describes a thru-wall energy weapon being used on him, of some sort. I can attest that happens today. But did they have it in 1797?
I see three possibilities.
Option One – You have a very sophisticated CIA-like organization in the shadows, with a Stasi-civilian-surveillance, as would be expected, since that is just how governments work. It had scientists employed, or the study of musical instruments or the like, led to testing instruments which produced waves outside the auditory range for experimentation, somebody noticed it hurt, or made them sick, or had some effect, the intel op saw this through its ever-present surveillance, embargoed the tech, and produced a technology in secret which it hid, which used a sort of musical-instrument-like device to produce infrasound, or ultrasound, and that was what was being used. Tilley saw the tech firsthand, and from his drawings, seemed to feel it shared qualities he seemed to associate with an organ or other musical instrument. That could be how things might evolve, given I assume somebody produced an instrument producing infrasound or ultrasound while experimenting, and maybe it was noticed it had some effect.
Option Two is this thing has always had high tech. The tech was given to them by the others, employed by the others in parallel with their operations, or you have a human splinter civilization out there with high tech, like the guys in today’s news brief who describe US soldiers flying around on UFOs.
Option three, his story is faked, and was inserted into the timeline, to discredit people who report thru-wall weapons today. People today say they are getting zapped, and we know the tech exists, and Cabal says, “Of that is schizophrenia, see this guy said the same thing in 1797, and we know nobody had that tech back then.”
In my own opinion, once you create an operation like this, it is very difficult to kill. My guess would be the network goes all the way back to the first time one civilization needed to corrupt and control another, maybe the Akkadian Empire managing its subjugated territories. My guess would be they made it, it scooped up all influence organizations and power structures, and it has been leapfrogging from civilization to civilization, and into the Vatican, for millennia. It probably oversaw the fall of Rome, and if it did get kicked out of America, it almost instantly began re-infiltrating through immigration.
It has been around a while.
Sorcery requires no tech and has been used through walls since the beginning of civilization.
Exactly. I’ve never see an A.S. or an A.A.S. in C.S. require anything other than basic science courses—for non-science majors.
Quick question about Organic Chemistry. I was having a conversation with a blank slater. He insisted that a 25 year old Michael Jordan could pass Organic Chemistry. What do you say?
I do not know how smart Michael Jordan is, or what the smarts he has would have been capable of at 25, or if he ever took any courses in college. I really never even looked twice at him, not being into sports.
There are people who you cannot teach anything to though, and they would never be able to learn it, or pass a test, but that is true of a lot of things. It is like these kids who konk someone on the head in a subway, and the judge says, how would you feel if somebody konked you on the head in a subway. And they say, “I don’t understand, you honor, nobody konked me on the head in a subway.” There are just things their brain will never do.
That said, even if he was smart, and you could motivate him to work memorizing stuff, there would be a lot of material he would have to learn first, like basic chemistry with atoms, orbitals, how orbitals and electron numbers lead to chemical bonds. My guess is Jordan has never spent any time on all that. Starting at 25, even if he were to devote his life to it would be tough, IMO.
This sounds much like Atlas Shrugged wherein the folks that have been hamstrung all their lives finally find each other. Cool ending. We can dream, can’t we?
I found myself wondering what happened to your “friendship” with this person, once the course was finished…. did he and you maintain contact for a period of time afterwards? Or how did it end? Did he disappear as suddenly as he showed up, with a plausible explanation or ghosting?
I’ve had people like this move in and out of my life over the years — at first I think we are developing what could become a lifelong friendship and then there is some type of fight they pick with me, or they just disappear. I contrast this with other, solid and lifelong friendships, where we may not agree on everything, but we are friends first.
Supposedly his work took him to a city a ways away, where he trained under a famous BJJ guy most on here would know, and he stopped coming and we just lost touch.
But I remember toward that time, I asked him some detailed questions once about the computer work he did, because I tend to think in technical terms, and was curious exactly what his work was like, that he appeared to be earning so much money. He had made statements like he didn’t really have much to do and just flaked off while moving around between a few companies which he had been contracted with to manage their networks, and the money was fantastic. I asked what exactly he did on the computers, and what his daily routine was like from when he came in.
He got a little squirrely, like I was asking him something private and embarrassing, or that was some sort of faux pas, and I dropped it. But I remember thinking it was weird, and now I wonder if he had any such job. It would fit better in the context of my asking questions he did not really know the correct answers to, and that triggered a sense I was seeing some hole in his story, and his cover might be close to getting blown. It was after that he had to head to the city, and drifted away.
Women. Girlfriends, wives, mistresses. Nothing will distract and derail a normal, red-blooded man more than pussy and/or related emotional dependency on the woman. All facets of his life will be impacted. Every woman that has this hold on you should be objectively assessed for her influence on your life path.
Women are dangerous. There is so many ways that they can harm you. From the subtle to the striking. First, they gather intel. Second, they can engage in subtle manipulation/suggestion/misdirection. Third, they can bring great stress through drama, and this can be timed just right.
Whenever they’ve wanted to disrupt my career or studies in the past, they’ve dropped an attractive woman in front of me. Being a lonely guy, I was hungry for love. It managed to take my attention from work or studies. Then you get dumped at just the right time.
Followers of this board should not underestimate how many women have been corrupted by this. It will make all the efforts at feminist ideology and thinking and hiring practices make sense. It’s given them an army of desperate, frightened, vulnerable women to recruit from.
I’m quite certain that the main people behind cabal are, in fact, women. They are the most ferocious of operators that I’ve seen, not just in the romantic entrapment but also as HR managers, various government low level administrators, etc. Women can he cold and ruthless in a way so many men would be shocked by. The ability to be a part of something where they can be ruthless cunts with zero accountability and zero risk of blowback is something that is simply irresistible to many women.
The psychology of the weak and vulnerable, seeking to overpower the unknown…? You see it in some men. Is it amplified in women? (Probably yes)
“Women are dangerous. There is so many ways that they can harm you. From the subtle to the striking. First, they gather intel. Second, they can engage in subtle manipulation/suggestion/misdirection. Third, they can bring great stress through drama, and this can be timed just right.”
Could someone at Cabal get their top guy to give all of the solid objections to this please? Would very very educational…
I’m married to a woman who almost certainly has borderline personality disorder. This week, and particularly this morning, I am dealing with her own timesink demands and don’t have much time for other stuff, including a longer post. However, I went to BPD family forums this morning to see if there was anything there on how to deal with her latest behavior, and found this:
“When I first met her, her first reaction was to introduce me to her ex boyfriend. Her ex boyfriend’s reaction to the introduction was for him to introduce me to his new gf. She told other people she is scared of me cause I may like her. She then introduced me to a guy but insisted she is just a friend. She told me she needs to leave the country for several months on a sporadic teaching mission and advised me which places I should not be going to because “too many young girls go there”. I once asked her if she has any BPD traits cause she sort of reminds me of a BPD ex and she got violently angry at me yelling that I dont know her well enough (making me suspect she has well researched BPD to the point that she has an emotional reaction while most people who have no experience involved in clinical psychological for instance may not really care about the label)
“I started noticing that whenever I go out, I have people connected associated with her including her mom, uncle, uncle’s girlfriend, and at least two friends following me around town (its not a big town) as well as asking questions that are designed to mine for information that you only a woman would ask (ex: “when do you want to get married?” “why do you want to date a woman of this age but not this age?”) i also get a feeling that these people are “watching” another girl who has shown some interest in me in the past (note: that other girl tried to talk to me out of dating this girl by saying shes “on many meds”)”
Re-read the second paragraph, which contains the key point here. There is not much more to the post, but here is the link:
https://bpdfamily.com/message_board/index.php?topic=355810.0
Its a strange experience reading AC’s site, and then going to more normie discussion boards, and seeing the same thing he describes described on them, but with a filter.
They are all over. And they have some piece of info, which changes everything about their view of the world. I think it has something to do with us, some defining quality they either know about, or some piece of info they just believe is true (maybe in error), which makes us this total outgroup compared to their little in-group. It could be like we are some different form of homo sapiens or even a different species. Or it could be they are all subjects of the Crown, working undercover in a foreign hostile land to control it for King and Country. Or maybe there is some religious, occult thing they are all a part of, and entities they serve.
Whatever it is, it holds their group together, makes every single one of them assiduously keep the secret from our outgroup, and is the basis for what is basically a silent covert guerilla war they feel they have to wage on our group from when we are little kids, even as we had no idea anyone even thought anything ill of us.
Understand when I was younger, I was absolute clay to get absorbed by something like this. Loyalty to group was paramount in my psychology. I craved adrenaline and chaos. If they run good shrinks, and I am sure they do, those shrinks could have used that mental force to manipulate me into it, and get me swearing oaths, and forming loyal bonds with guys I thought were like me. And there would probably have been work which would have gotten my psychology hooked. I am sure there would have been some corner where I would not have been aware of the kid stuff too. They had me hooked like a trout with Danny. Ten more guys like that, and who knows how bent I could have gotten, day by day, year by year. I am not a saint now, but when I was younger, I was a lot emptier a vessel.
But they didn’t try, and all of my memories are of them acting like I was a threat to be contained. I think there is something they know, or just believe, which puts people like us on the outside, and makes us dangerous. Some way we are something different from them.
The more I see of all of this, the more my past plays in my head, the more I think we have maybe 10%, maybe even more, of our country, who saw 9/11 and felt like it was a huge victory against the enemy. After they pulled all their street vendor surveillance which was normally seen as Arab food cart people, from around the towers than morning, and got their people out of the buildings, like Lucky Larry Silverstein.
Whatever it is they know, or believe about us, I think knocking our towers down was probably somehow a great moment, and the basis of a huge victory in a battle they probably saw culminating in some sort of war won by “their side” and delivered by President Hillary when it all wrapped up. I don’t think they saw that event anything like we did. They couldn’t, and still serve that thing each day against all of our people.
What they know, or what they believe, that makes us different is one of the more fascinating things about this.
They didn’t want you because the first time they wanted you to harm an innocent you would have rebelled.
They knew how you felt about your animal friends and predators.
It’s interesting to read your confession. I confess that I felt the temptation as well. Life with cabal looks like easy street in comparison to the constant struggle they maintain.
But know this: if you were to get your ticket punched by the cabal, you would have absolutely had to sell off your soul. Your honor. Your integrity.
Honesty to oneself is underappreciated. It’s extremely valuable. Every one of cabal and its lackeys will discover this truth some day.
This is becoming an old thread, but I think its appropriate to place it here. Its from a another discussion board for significant others of people with BPD, and while this discussion board has serious issues, on occasion it will produce some good threads:
https://www.reddit.com/r/BPDlovedones/comments/146i2mh/weaponized_incompetence/
“Weaponized incompetence” is a perfect description of what AC experienced with Danny.
Its probably worth pointing out that personality disorders seem to be a thing, though pretty much never discussed in mainstream channels. But while the Cabal makes heavy use of people with personality disorders with both its foot soldiers and leadership, most people with personality disorders are not Cabal agents sent in to destroy their spouses. Our best estimates of the surveillance are about 10% of the population, and if you add up all the estimates of people with various PDs you get more like 20%. And most of these people are really too dysfunctional to make good agents. However, if you educate yourself about personality disorders and how to screen for them, the same techniques will wind up screening for much of the surveillance as well.
I’m reading the reddit thread. I’ve also read many complaints in general about people not doing chores etc etc and it causing big problems.
Instinctively I have to feel the problem is either too high standards or poverty or bad health. People should learn to live with less or the bare minimum of chores being done. If they can’t, they should have the health to power through the chores without needing to “split it equally”. If their time is precious, they should pay someone else to deal with this bs.
>If I gave up and also didn’t do anything we’d just live in piles of laundry, empty cups and bowls, and overflowing litter boxes.
My first reaction is, as long as there’s no/minimal smell, or *wet* laundry, or insects/rodents, then literally who gives a shit lol. But I can’t relate to the higher standards of everyone else.
A big problem with that particular subreddit is that it is supposed to be for people living with someone with borderline personality disorder to share their experiences, but you clearly get the impression that a majority of the posters are highly judgemental normies/ karens, or have bpd themselves, and there is actually nothing much wrong with their significant others. But I skim through it every so often since once a week something of value still gets posted there. The commentators on BPD Family are much better, but the site is organized in a way that its hard to skim for valuable content.\
However, there does seem to be some sort of cognitive problem that makes it hard for sufferers to organize, and if you live with them, spending a lot of time assisting them with things that normal people should be doing seems unavoidable. Its not necessarily household chores. My own wife is fine, almost perfect, with that. But she literally has had problems writing emails without my assistance. Same with dealing with customer service and anything that involves any bureaucracy. I am mentally preparing to go to the pharmacy to pick up toilet paper and toothpaste, and I know from experience that she will let both run out if I don’t do this, and that when I leave she will think I’m seeing my imaginary girlfriend. If she is surveillance and acting, she is doing a very good job, but its really just part of the disorder.
Re: It speaks to a level of hatred of us, which must be unimaginable.
That is why I believe the core of this is spiritual and demonic, and is part of the great battle that has been going on since Satan’s rebellion and Adam’s fall. There is no other explanation that fits all the evidence. You were allowed to think differently, but prove it.
I gotta say your guy/example seems much more blatant than anything in my life. Then again, a bunch of (sexual) redpill guys who were in my life seemed to fit this vibe. In hindsight, redpillers often are crazy and bitter. (I’m mostly blackpill, and the rest purplepill now)
Good to see you.
I think the MCT oil and Mag O7 that have helped me would help you.
I posted to you about them at TA.
This guy sounds super sketchy. I had a colleague a bit like that a few years ago, he was always running a scam or stealing, he married a Romanian for 5000 USD so she could get a US passport, another time he told me he’d done a minor robbery with some friends. He was one of these young Americans who model themselves on The Sopranos. Last I heard he’s a minor drug dealer. These days, I steer clear of people who practice deceit as a way of life, so the whole “can you help me cheat” and “I lie to get great jobs” thing would be a big red flag.